I start with 
I love you,
I always do.

And then,
I add your name
The one I would call you by,

And then,
I look for you 
In the places, you don’t belong,

And then,
I accept the fact
That you ain’t coming back.

I start with
I love you,
I always do.

And then,
I think of her
And her, and her.

And then,
One by one
I lose them all

And then,
I hate you
For reasons I can’t explain.

And then,
I come back
To where I belong,

I start with
I love you,
I always do.

And then
I close my eyes 
And my fist

And then,
I whisper
Your name again

And then,
I long for the feeling
Called love

And then
I wait for the
Void to settle in.

I start with
I love you,
I always do.

And then
end up hating
The person 

That I become.